CHANGING SEASONS

Every now and then I get a little deeper than others in this here spot. Right now I'm in this season of blowing winds, total lack of control, change. For a control freak planner-type gal this is a challenge. I've been sick for the last couple of days, I haven't been sleeping, Matilda has been sick, Sam has been tired (he played back to back Halloween shows over the weekend), and we've been struggling to be kind to each other and to keep the house in order. That seems like the most important thing right now. It really isn't.

I had grand plans of cooking all weekend and freezing meals. It didn't happen. I got this incredible message from my friend Lora about holding closely to God right now, and to embrace FAITH and not fear. I've been so anxious about so many things that I have zero control over. She recommended journaling through it all and praying over our baby until she's ready to make her appearance. It was such solid, beautiful advice. She also walked me through some things that helped her have five natural births. She's amazing, that one.

Focusing on what is making me so happy right now:

the anticipation of our daughter

pear ginger anything by method

seeing this little one dressed up - excited about her class party today!

dark chocolate raspberry & nut trail mix

our new double stroller arrived yesterday

folding tiny clothes

having hilarious conversations with Matilda

we (i watched) carved our very first pumpkin as a family

parenthood - best show ever?

the cold weather and howling winds

wearing regular clothes on top, pajamas on the bottom

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